"/>Sunday, November 22, 2009
If I never came to oikos
I wouldn't have met you
If I never met you
I wouldn't have a crush on you
If I didn't have a crush on you
I wouldn't like you
If I didn't like you
I wouldn't love you
If I didn't love you
I wouldn't miss you
But I did,I do,and I will
I once had a dream and it was about you
I smiled and recalled the memories we had
Then I noticed a tear fall from my eyes
It was a long time since I last cried
and you know why?
Because in my dream,
you kissed me and said goodbye
I wish I had the guts to walk away
And forget about what we had
But I can't
Because I know you won't come after me
And I guess that's what hurts the msot
Nobody said it was easy
It was hard to see us part
Nobody said it was easy
It hurt me more to cry over a broken heart
Nobody said it was easy
But no one ever said it was this hard
When someone really loves you
They will never hurt you
And if they do
You can see it in their eyes
That it hurts them like hell too
I'm tired of trying
I'm sick of crying
Yeah...I'm still smiling
But inside I'm dying
With you my heart will always stay
With you my thoughts will be every day
You remain to be the one I regret letting get away
Why didn't I say what I needed to say?
You are the one I will always use my wishes on
You are the one I will always wish was never gone
I'll constantly wonder what went wrong
I'll forever think of what I could've did that was never done
You can always close your eyes to things you don't wanna see
You can block out your ears from things you don't wanna hear
You can always turn down something you don't wanna attend
But you can't stop your heart from feeling things you don't wanna feel
I sadly remember the words he wrote
When he sent them my heart broke
I gave him a smile and he left for home
We were one but now were none
I understand,he said to me
Those were the words that made me flee
As I walked down the street
Happy memories fleeted through my head
As I walked on into my life,my pain was dead
But my love for him still grows
When I see him my heart still mourns
I cry when i think of us not to be
But my love for him is not hard to see
A million words would not bring you back
I know because I tried
Neither would a million tears
I know because I cried
I hate this feeling
It's one I know too well
It's a thing called heartbreak
And it hurts like hell
Now I'm afraid
To fall in love so fast
Cuz everytime I fall in love
It never seems to last
Once upon a time I was falling in love
Now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can say
It's a total eclipse of the heart
Now I think I get it
Though cry as I may
I just want you to know
That these tears will never ever
wash you away
signing off-Megan Y.!ⓜ
